She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass the time

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

I’ll send the pain below
Much like suffocating
I can’t feel my chest

Need more friends with wings
All the angels I know
Put concrete in my veins
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change

Buried deep as I can dig inside myself,
and covered with a perfect shell,
such a charming beautiful exterior.
this is the place I have come to fear the most.

My head it hurts
Each day its getting worse
No sun, my room
Has now become my herse
Cold sores, im beat
Got bruises on my feet
My pride, these men
Have taken it from me

Weekends are for the warriors
All those late nights walking through front doors at daybreak
Raise all, of the glasses high
This one's to all of us sitting around here on Friday night
I remember eighteen
Hated Mondays
And sitting and staring at the clock dying to get away
Don't look back
And have no regrets
We only got two days and time won't wait for us

So die young and save yourself....